Too much happened to tell it all. Many shiny things happened, many tears, many kisses, many hugs. Lots of presents from the lover and my honey. I'm happy and sad, and missing both my eledh_3 and snopes_faith *kisses one, snuggles the other*.
Catched up on some of my flist, but not all, because WOAH, I was gone a veeery long time. So please, guys, if anything mildly important or funny happened, please tell me about it?

And. AWWWWW, I MISSED YOU! *hugs everyone tightly* Especially fiorediloto (but you know that), and kimmy_dreamer.

In fandom news: I watched the first season of Skins, and I'm in love. I also finished the first and started the second season of Life on Mars, and I'm BEYOND love. John Simm is all you need, because he's loooooove. I also watched the second season of Spaced, which was HILARIOUS (thanks Caroline, sweetheart) and the pilot of Profit (naked Pasdar all the time? Yes please). Just, guh, I'm overwhelmed with the new fandoms. Thoughts to share about these shiny tv shows, guys?

Now I'm off. I have to snuggle some of you on msn and to post a couple of fanarts. Love you!*kisses*

First things first: Aw, guys, thanks so much for the support and the compliments in the last entry. You're all awesome and I love you. Biiig hugs to you all.

And: HAPPY BIRTHDAY nakannalee! Hun, you're a star. Your writing got me into RPS, it made my House fandom experience that much better, and made my found you. You are a special, amazing person and even if we haven't talked that much lately I think of you as a friend and I hope we can keep being good friends like this. Much love, dear <3

So, good news! I'll get a new computer by the end of April. Maybe. We'll see. And I got my mum to give me an account on her computer, which is very good! 'Cause now I can check my flist and emails daily.

I'm downloading msn messenger tomorrow, if I can get mum to let me use her account for five minutes - later I'll see if I can download AIM as well. I won't be able to stay online as long as I used to, but at least I'll chat with you guys.

Also, snopes_faith is officially the most lovely human being on the planet ever existed. I got the comics and the letter, hon - the comics made my day (oh god, they SO win, I'll tell you more about it as soon as possible) and the letter almost moved me to tears in the middle of the street - I was reading as I went to pick up Muriel from school.
I'm picking her up almost every day 'cause my parents are hardly home. But that's good, it means they're busy doing stuff to prevent us from living under a bridge or something.

( More RL, cut because I love you )

I sound more depressed than I am at the moment, so don't worry too much about me. I'm making graphics with GIMP and they don't suck that much anymore, I'm vidding some more and results are decent. I almost got to the end of Season 3 of Gilmore Girls, and Jess and Rory break my heart. I'm thinking of getting a new moodtheme with them.

Eledh sent me DVDs with the last episodes of Torchwood (finale today OMG! AND NEW DW TOMORROW DOUBLE OMG), and boy, are Tosh and Owen awesome or what? *loves loves*
I also watched Casanova. David Tennant, marry me. He quickly got to the third position in my 'Celebrities-to-do-list'.


Oh, seriously, guys, I miss you so much. I really do. *hugs tightly*

Quick meme before I go:
List fifteen fictional characters that you would have sex with (in no particular order).

1. Jess Mariano - Gilmore Girls
2. Nathan Petrelli - Heroes
3. The Tenth Doctor - Doctor Who
4. Dawn Summers - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
5. Hank Moody - Californication
6. Richard Thorne III - The Bedford Diaries
7. Wesley Wyndam-Pryce - Angel, the Series
8. James Evan Wilson - House, MD
9. Zoe Washburne - Firefly
10. Peter Petrelli - Heroes
11. Rose Tyler - Doctor Who
12. Owen Harper - Torchwood
13. Jed Perry - Opposite Sex (yes, it's the fourth character interpreted by Milo. SO WHAT?)
14. Tara Maclay - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
15. Luna Lovegood - Harry Potter


See you soon, guys. *sends her love to all of you*

1. I'm a horrible, horrible person. I missed the birthdays of eide_oconrad and 47_trek_47 - I mean, two of the most awesome persons on the world! I HATE MY PC AND MYSELF. So so sorry guys! Happy belated birthday! Hope you had a good one. *huuugs tightly* (Eide, tesora, ho visto Arancia Meccanica recentemente - tanto per darti un indizio sul regalo, che riceverai prossimamente, molto prossivamente, ma giuro riceverai)

2. I'm drawing again! Yay for that! I can't post anything though, 'cause my scanner is broken, and I should use my father's - which is no biggie, but I just don't have the time. There's gonna be a huge art post when I get back, promise.

3. God, I miss you guys. I really do.

4. DOCTOR WHO S4 SOON OMG OMG *bounces* And, I'm re-watching Gilmore Girls, not just the Milo episodes this time around. Oh, Luke, ilu.

5. My life is a mess lately. Nothing new about that, I know. I'm realizing stuff I never wanted to realize, and I'm sort of growing up, but it's not the good kind of growing up. I don't want to grow up. Oh, nevermind, I'm being confusing. There, new pics.

( Ery, a couple of weekends ago. )

There's more probably, but I forget and I don't like my mother's computer one bit. Big hugs, guys, I love you so much it hurts. Fiore, Caroline, especially you two, you know that. I'm going insane without you. If I have a bit of sanity left, it's because of Eledh and her daily calls.

Argh. Buh.

I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

So, you might be about to lose your house, your parents are more stressed than you've ever seen them because you have tons of debts. All your friends, your girlfriend, live far away, and you have to study three years of subjects you've never studied before in six months and you can't screw up the test because you can't afford to screw up anymore, but.

But then you go out to pick up your sister, and the sun is going to set in two hours so there's this orange glow all around, and you listen to your song, and it makes you feel so beautiful. You have to bite your lip to keep yourself from grinning like mad, and then you give up doing that because it's too hard, and you smile so wide you even feel your eyes wet a little. And you just feel it, that - it's worth it. It's all worth it. Always worth it.

Damn, life is beautiful, and I'm going to stop being silly now, but it just is.

/random Ery crazyness.

( Doctor Who/Torchwood fangirly talk under the cut [Spoilers for all of DW S3 and Torchwood 'til episode 1x08] )
/fangirly talk.

Now, for the stuff you actually CARE about (or maybe you don't):

Title: None
Fandom: Heroes
Characters/Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Rating: PG-13
Notes: This is for snopes_faith ♥ I tried to be a bit more realistic than usual this time. Nathan looks oddly young, so fiorediloto suggested it could be 'cause Peter is just moving out of the Petrelli Mansion and into college, so it's 30!Nathan. Niiice, I like that interpretation.

( Incestuous almost-kissing under the cut. )

And that's all for today guys. Big hugs, love you all ♥

HAPPINESS MEME
List ten things that recently made you happy, then tag ten people to do the same.

1) eledh_3 being here.
2) Meeting fiorediloto ♥
3) The Tenth Doctor.being the cutest and hottest thing in the universe at the same time
4) My grandpa giving me art supplies
5) Dragging kimmy_dreamer to the Dark Side of RPF
6) Writing silly, fluffy OT4 fics
7) Jess Mariano and his habit to bite his lower lip, because GUH
8) Everything snopes_faith says or does or draws
9) Playing cards with Mom against Dad and Muriel - and WINNING
10) Falling asleep listening to Hey There Delilah.

Will tell you all about these days this evening, now I gotta rush to meet fiorediloto. Love you guys.

And, happy birthday Caroline!!! Hope it's a great one, snopes_faith. I love you, you're the best and my favourite person in the world, with Fiore, Eledh and Muriel ♥ I'll count all the ways I love you as soon as I get back. *snuggles*

And I miss eledh_3 like crazy already. I managed not to cry when she left, I don't know how. *sighs*

*huggles all of you randomly*

After only TWENTY-FOUR days from Phase 1 (Go check the link if you missed the post and wonder what YOP is), I finally finished all the drawings.
Back in the House fandom when I did this, it took me ONE DAY. *cries*
I have no reasonable excuse. Hit me.

Also, I left out the last three requests, sorry alizz, iosonosara and roseganymede! I said I'd be flexible, but I ended up with not enough time to finish all the drawings, and I really didn't want to delay the end of the project anymore. I owe you guys fanart, I won't forget!

Anyway, enough talking. Enjoy the drawings people ♥

( 16 Petrelli drawings, all for you. )

Aaaaand that's it. Please leave some kind of feedback people, because I can't begin to tell how much effort I put into this xD

Much love ♥

I'm sixteen. I've been sixteen from...52 minutes, it seems.
And I love eledh_3 because she called me even if it costs a lot to call from England, because she loves me ♥ *kisses*
And I love snopes_faith because, damn, do you know her? I don't need a reason. She's pure awesomeness and coolness and. Aw.
And I love fiorediloto, too, so much I could cry. In fact I did.

THE WORLD IS AN AWESOME PLACE AND I LOVE PEOPLE AND, AND. JUST. LOVE. LOVE.

[ETA] Oh my god guys. You guys. You just...ROCK. Thanks SO MUCH to roseganymede and schnuffie for the virtual-gifts! I teared up! I am so, so happy.
And SOMEONE ANONYMOUS GAVE ME A SIX-MONTHS PAID ACCOUNT. Which one of you was it? Please tell me so I can kill you with a cuddles, hugs, kisses overload! No, seriously, I'll try not to kill you with the love.

THE WORLD IS EVEN MORE OF AN AWESOME PLACE AND THE LOVE CAN'T STOP BURNING.

[ETA2] karmadownurgun SENT ME ANOTHER AWESOME V-GIFT AND bigfiction WROTE ME H/W FIC. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ YOU GUYS. *LOVES ALL OF YOU*

Bad things happening lately/today:

- Heath Ledger is dead and we all know it. I mourned, I cried, I'm getting over it now. I'm buying Brokeback on DVD tomorrow to cry over it some more and then I'll be fine.

- My Period showed up this morning with their best friend Pain. It's not nice to see you again guys, not at all.

- My mom is promoting her new book, a collection of short stories called "L'idea delle Cose" (The concept of things). Yes, that's good. That's what's not good: we have to cook a dinner for OVER SIXTY PEOPLE AND GOD, I AM A HUMAN BEING, I CAN ONLY WASH SO MANY DISHES BEFORE I GO CRAZY. My dad is cooking all by himself though, so I guess he's in worst conditions than I am.

Good things happening lately/today:

- It's my beloved sister's birthday. She's eleven! She's getting older! She'll be getting a boyfriend in no time, she's so pretty and cute and wants to read slash fiction...*sighs* I don't know what to do with her. I mean, I know what to do: beat the crap out of her future boyfriends, lock her up and forbid her to read fics until she's 25 year old. Yeah.

- eledh_3. *kisses* *with tongue*

- Per le italiane partecipanti al bellissimo, fantastico P0rn Fest: qui scoprite gli ultimi eccitanti aggiornamenti sull'evento. *kisses fiorediloto too* *except without tongue*

- I've made a few sketches! Hey, I really do draw better after midnight.

( Worksafe stuff. )

( ABSOLUTELY NOT-worksafe stuff. )

*hugs you all*

Sorry, guys. Italian only!*snuggles you all*

Gente, vi ricordate che il 23 dicembre era l'anniversario mio e di Fiore? Ecco, per festeggiare abbiamo fatto una giocata completamente gratuita e self-indulgent, piena di tutte le nostre kink, a partire dall'underage (perchè, duh) e a finire con - va be', se ve lo dico, poi non leggete. Quindi, su, leggete i festeggiamenti del 23 dicembre 1997. Lasciate tanto feedback, perchè ne abbiamo tanto bisogno <3

Con tanto amore,
Ery

p.s. snopes_faith is more awesome than you. /random. Oh, and so is Milo. Just sayin'.

DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THIS? HAYDEN AND MILO. OMFG.
I need...time. To process the news. Fuck. It's not like I'm unhappy, I'm happy for them and I think they're the cutest thing and if they have babies they will be the most beautiful babies ever, but...I need time.


Also, Caroline, hon, I got the comics and Watchmen! Thanks so much, they are SO COOL. And I also got silme711's card! Thanks darling!*bounces around*
And, tinted_glass, I got your card, too. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. *huggles*
You guys are the best. You saved me from the heart attack. Damn, Milo. My heart, it cannot stand the pretty, and the fucking shocking and omfg. Omfg.

So, I was sick this morning, but my day has just been made by snopes_faith and Mr. Pasdar.

Caroline, I got your parcel, and it's SO FRICKIN' CUTE. Thank you so much! I love you. I can't stop bouncing around. (And by the way, the last email you sent me still gives me strenght when I feel like I've done everything wrong. I can never thank you enough.) *hugs*

Mr. Pasdar, you're too hot for words. And here's there's proof. I blame you for my inability to do anything but drool flail and die all day. (Guys, I'm telling you, download the vid, don't just stare at the pretty caps. DO IT. It is worth it.)

Sorry for spamming you guys! Just wanted to say: I LOVE YOU. I REALLY REALLY DO.

. I just found a name for the piggy peluche schnuffie sent me. It's Peter. He's going to sleep next to me in my bed, because no, I'm not too big to sleep with peluches. I'm not doing this so I get to say 'I sleep with Peter', really! fiorediloto knows why.

. snopes_faith IS MADE OF SO MUCH AWESOME. I mean the Pasdar kind of awesome, and we all know that's the best kind. I just got your card, hon. I...don't know what to say, really. I'm just so moved and happy. You shouldn't have. *hugs* I love you!

. RPing is bad for my brain. It just broke. Is it winter? Because I'm feeling really uh, warm.