I went to pick up my sister. I wore my leather coat again after a long time, because I had just finished the second and last season of Skins, and I felt like it. I wore my cool boots 'cause my All Stars were still wet from going out in the morning to buy groceries.
The first song was angsty, and metal, and it made me think of Jess and Rory, of Sid and Cassie, and then all of a sudden I just smiled and didn't think about any of that anymore. I just thought about Eledh and how much I love her.
I picked Muriel up, mp3 player screaming a song by The Who in our ears. I was eating the apple that Muriel was supposed to eat as a snack and then it started to rain. And then it started to pour. We were running under the rain, me in my leather coat and Muriel with her schoolbag, We won't get fooled again filling up my head, and it was just like a movie.

And I loved it.

Too much happened to tell it all. Many shiny things happened, many tears, many kisses, many hugs. Lots of presents from the lover and my honey. I'm happy and sad, and missing both my eledh_3 and snopes_faith *kisses one, snuggles the other*.
Catched up on some of my flist, but not all, because WOAH, I was gone a veeery long time. So please, guys, if anything mildly important or funny happened, please tell me about it?

And. AWWWWW, I MISSED YOU! *hugs everyone tightly* Especially fiorediloto (but you know that), and kimmy_dreamer.

In fandom news: I watched the first season of Skins, and I'm in love. I also finished the first and started the second season of Life on Mars, and I'm BEYOND love. John Simm is all you need, because he's loooooove. I also watched the second season of Spaced, which was HILARIOUS (thanks Caroline, sweetheart) and the pilot of Profit (naked Pasdar all the time? Yes please). Just, guh, I'm overwhelmed with the new fandoms. Thoughts to share about these shiny tv shows, guys?

Now I'm off. I have to snuggle some of you on msn and to post a couple of fanarts. Love you!*kisses*

Because I have a girlfriend here, 'til the 6th or 7th of May, or so. Aha! See ya, guys, I'll miss you. *glomps eledh_3

Buh-bye!

You know you miss your girlfriend too much when, despite having hated cigarettes your whole life, you smell smoke while walking down the street and it smells good 'cause that's what the air always smells like when she's around.

About to post an RPF fic in italian. Stay tuned.

( Brief crazy venting )

I still love you all guys. Sorry to everyone that has to put up with me. I'm watching the new episode of Doctor Who with subs now, let's hope David Tennant will cheer me up now. Big hugs to everyone, especially my fellow italians. We'll get through this.

First things first: Aw, guys, thanks so much for the support and the compliments in the last entry. You're all awesome and I love you. Biiig hugs to you all.

And: HAPPY BIRTHDAY nakannalee! Hun, you're a star. Your writing got me into RPS, it made my House fandom experience that much better, and made my found you. You are a special, amazing person and even if we haven't talked that much lately I think of you as a friend and I hope we can keep being good friends like this. Much love, dear <3

So, good news! I'll get a new computer by the end of April. Maybe. We'll see. And I got my mum to give me an account on her computer, which is very good! 'Cause now I can check my flist and emails daily.

I'm downloading msn messenger tomorrow, if I can get mum to let me use her account for five minutes - later I'll see if I can download AIM as well. I won't be able to stay online as long as I used to, but at least I'll chat with you guys.

Also, snopes_faith is officially the most lovely human being on the planet ever existed. I got the comics and the letter, hon - the comics made my day (oh god, they SO win, I'll tell you more about it as soon as possible) and the letter almost moved me to tears in the middle of the street - I was reading as I went to pick up Muriel from school.
I'm picking her up almost every day 'cause my parents are hardly home. But that's good, it means they're busy doing stuff to prevent us from living under a bridge or something.

( More RL, cut because I love you )

I sound more depressed than I am at the moment, so don't worry too much about me. I'm making graphics with GIMP and they don't suck that much anymore, I'm vidding some more and results are decent. I almost got to the end of Season 3 of Gilmore Girls, and Jess and Rory break my heart. I'm thinking of getting a new moodtheme with them.

Eledh sent me DVDs with the last episodes of Torchwood (finale today OMG! AND NEW DW TOMORROW DOUBLE OMG), and boy, are Tosh and Owen awesome or what? *loves loves*
I also watched Casanova. David Tennant, marry me. He quickly got to the third position in my 'Celebrities-to-do-list'.


Oh, seriously, guys, I miss you so much. I really do. *hugs tightly*

Quick meme before I go:
List fifteen fictional characters that you would have sex with (in no particular order).

1. Jess Mariano - Gilmore Girls
2. Nathan Petrelli - Heroes
3. The Tenth Doctor - Doctor Who
4. Dawn Summers - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
5. Hank Moody - Californication
6. Richard Thorne III - The Bedford Diaries
7. Wesley Wyndam-Pryce - Angel, the Series
8. James Evan Wilson - House, MD
9. Zoe Washburne - Firefly
10. Peter Petrelli - Heroes
11. Rose Tyler - Doctor Who
12. Owen Harper - Torchwood
13. Jed Perry - Opposite Sex (yes, it's the fourth character interpreted by Milo. SO WHAT?)
14. Tara Maclay - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
15. Luna Lovegood - Harry Potter


See you soon, guys. *sends her love to all of you*

1. I'm a horrible, horrible person. I missed the birthdays of eide_oconrad and 47_trek_47 - I mean, two of the most awesome persons on the world! I HATE MY PC AND MYSELF. So so sorry guys! Happy belated birthday! Hope you had a good one. *huuugs tightly* (Eide, tesora, ho visto Arancia Meccanica recentemente - tanto per darti un indizio sul regalo, che riceverai prossimamente, molto prossivamente, ma giuro riceverai)

2. I'm drawing again! Yay for that! I can't post anything though, 'cause my scanner is broken, and I should use my father's - which is no biggie, but I just don't have the time. There's gonna be a huge art post when I get back, promise.

3. God, I miss you guys. I really do.

4. DOCTOR WHO S4 SOON OMG OMG *bounces* And, I'm re-watching Gilmore Girls, not just the Milo episodes this time around. Oh, Luke, ilu.

5. My life is a mess lately. Nothing new about that, I know. I'm realizing stuff I never wanted to realize, and I'm sort of growing up, but it's not the good kind of growing up. I don't want to grow up. Oh, nevermind, I'm being confusing. There, new pics.

( Ery, a couple of weekends ago. )

There's more probably, but I forget and I don't like my mother's computer one bit. Big hugs, guys, I love you so much it hurts. Fiore, Caroline, especially you two, you know that. I'm going insane without you. If I have a bit of sanity left, it's because of Eledh and her daily calls.

Argh. Buh.

I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

So, you might be about to lose your house, your parents are more stressed than you've ever seen them because you have tons of debts. All your friends, your girlfriend, live far away, and you have to study three years of subjects you've never studied before in six months and you can't screw up the test because you can't afford to screw up anymore, but.

But then you go out to pick up your sister, and the sun is going to set in two hours so there's this orange glow all around, and you listen to your song, and it makes you feel so beautiful. You have to bite your lip to keep yourself from grinning like mad, and then you give up doing that because it's too hard, and you smile so wide you even feel your eyes wet a little. And you just feel it, that - it's worth it. It's all worth it. Always worth it.

Damn, life is beautiful, and I'm going to stop being silly now, but it just is.

/random Ery crazyness.

( Doctor Who/Torchwood fangirly talk under the cut [Spoilers for all of DW S3 and Torchwood 'til episode 1x08] )
/fangirly talk.

Now, for the stuff you actually CARE about (or maybe you don't):

Title: None
Fandom: Heroes
Characters/Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Rating: PG-13
Notes: This is for snopes_faith ♥ I tried to be a bit more realistic than usual this time. Nathan looks oddly young, so fiorediloto suggested it could be 'cause Peter is just moving out of the Petrelli Mansion and into college, so it's 30!Nathan. Niiice, I like that interpretation.

( Incestuous almost-kissing under the cut. )

And that's all for today guys. Big hugs, love you all ♥

HAPPINESS MEME
List ten things that recently made you happy, then tag ten people to do the same.

1) eledh_3 being here.
2) Meeting fiorediloto ♥
3) The Tenth Doctor.being the cutest and hottest thing in the universe at the same time
4) My grandpa giving me art supplies
5) Dragging kimmy_dreamer to the Dark Side of RPF
6) Writing silly, fluffy OT4 fics
7) Jess Mariano and his habit to bite his lower lip, because GUH
8) Everything snopes_faith says or does or draws
9) Playing cards with Mom against Dad and Muriel - and WINNING
10) Falling asleep listening to Hey There Delilah.

So, quick report of what happened in these days.

1. ( Presents! )

2. ( The Date )

3. ( The Mom Issue )

4. Fiore is beautiful. AND SHORT, AH! But beautiful. *snuggles her*

5. TV Shows!

( Gilmore Girls, 'til episode 3x08, 'Let the Games Begin' )

( Doctor Who, 'til episode 2x13, 'Doomsday' (!!!♥♥♥!!!) )

6. Aaaand that is all. Tomorrow, back to drawing, and maybe I'll post a RPF fic in italian I finished last week. Good night people, much love ♥

Will tell you all about these days this evening, now I gotta rush to meet fiorediloto. Love you guys.

And, happy birthday Caroline!!! Hope it's a great one, snopes_faith. I love you, you're the best and my favourite person in the world, with Fiore, Eledh and Muriel ♥ I'll count all the ways I love you as soon as I get back. *snuggles*

And I miss eledh_3 like crazy already. I managed not to cry when she left, I don't know how. *sighs*

*huggles all of you randomly*

So, eledh_3 is here! FANTASTIC! ♥♥♥ She brought presents and TV Shows, and a guitar. All we need really.

She's having guitar fun times with my sister, and making her do all her homeworks. She's also getting us to do house chores. I kinda hate her sometimes, but she makes up for the boring stuff with much nicer, funnier stuff. Before I get TMI-ish, here's the list of the TV Shows and the episodes I've seen so far:

- Firefly (1x01-1x02)
- Dr. Who (1x01-1x10)
- Torchwood (1x01)
- Gilmore Girls (0)

So, the pilot of Firefly? Is. The most. Amazing. Pilot. EVER. OH MY GOD. "MINE IS AN EVIL LAUGH!"!!!! YOU GUYS! THIS SHOW! NGGGH! Watching Serenity again after watching all the episodes is going to be much much better, mhmm. Also, the way this show is shot, my god, it's just. I mean. I have no words. I want to make ICONS ICONS ICONS. And that's good, 'cause tomorrow I'm getting the frickin' new RAM, YAY, so Photoshop will finally work properly again, hopefully.

Dr. Who is so...cheesy. AND AWESOME. And cheesy. To the point of being ridiculous really, but I love it xD It's like Buffy, but...MORE CHEESY. And with less cool lights. But the crying is pretty much the same, here's the list of the Moments that Made me Cry so Far:

( Spoilers for the first ten episodes of Dr Who, cutting just in case )

And that's it - SO FAR. I met Captain Jack Harkness and he's such a SLUT, I want to see him, Peter Petrelli, Spike and Adrian Pasdar stuck in a room together. (I was writing "with me, possibly" but Eledh is right here and she won't let me write it down. Booooh.) They can found the Slut Club and be slutty together! I would watch that show, lemme tell ya.

Also, the pilot for Torchwood - god, it's EVEN MORE CHEESY THAN DR. WHO. It's...rather amusing xD The acting sometimes is so bad it makes me cringe. But, uhm, Jack is slutty and Owen is funny and Ianto is pretty. So I guess I'll watch it at the same time as Dr Who after I'm done with the first season (but, oh, Cristopher, don't wanna see you go. Please stay. Or - can Claude be back on Heroes? Because really. And shut up, Caroline, Fiore. I want him! But...don't keep the Pasdar to yourself to make me pay for loving him please. Please, I need the Pasdar).

Aaaand that's it. That said, I'm not leaving the Petrelli boys so DON'T PANIC. Eledh's very sad about this, but there's nothing she can do to let me go of them. And I say NOTHING. *clings to the brothers* English might be the coolest, but my italian boys are just... my italian boys.

See you soon, guys.

P.S. I forgot to say I finished Californication. Yes, I managed to cry with that show too, I'm predictable, there's no hope, yadda yadda, I know. And can it be Season Two time now? Thanks.

P.P.S. I love you all ♥

P.P.P.S. Caroline, I didn't find you D: I wanted to say hi. I love you more than the others, present dogs behind my back and some random flowers wandering far from their computers excluded. *hugs tightly* ♥♥♥

P.P.P.P.S. How much do I like to type '♥', anyway? ♥♥♥♥♥♥ *bounces up and down happily* Eeeeeeh.

P.P.P.P.P.S. These post-scriptum are getting too many, I know. And there's a grammar mistake there but I can't bring myself to check. Anyway, Eledh reminded me that from today we're officially together. Yeah, because she's a big sap and had to have an official "Do you want to be with me" kind of thing, like in shows and movies and...that stuff. Oh, God xD Not that I mind ♥ So, yeah. 02/03/08, yay! (As if we weren't together in some weird way or another from June, yeah. I don't get how her dog-brain works, really).

1. Happy Birthday snowystingray! ♥♥♥ Hope you have a good one, girl <3

2. I'm not into the House fandom that much anymore, but if you still are, join everydoctor. It's as awesome as something made of awesome, which totally makes sense when you know that euclase created it, because duh, what is Licia made of other than awesome? A bit of cute, a bit of pretty, but she's for the most part made of awesome, so.

(No, seriously, I was staring another while at the drawings she sent me this morning, and. Guh. How can a person be so lovely and SO GOOD at some stuff, too? Is it even fair?*loves*)

3. Money creates messes. Messes make families tense. Families being tense is bad. Therefore money is evil. ( RL stuff you can skip. )

3. Tomorrow, eledh_3 is coming here in Rome to visit, she's going to leave on the 5th or the 6th - so don't expect me to be around much, I'm going to be busy getting comfort and hugs and other nice fun stuff, a Proper Date (with dinner and a movie and all that!) and Four Birthday Presents (of which I know nothing about yet, and I'm dying to know what they are) included. I'll miss you people, especially fiorediloto and snopes_faith, but I'll be back soon and I really need this. Really need my Eledh. *hugs everyone*

4. Tomorrow, tomorrow. I can stand it 'til tomorrow. Breathing slowly. I can make it.

Random pieces of bad and good news: today's my parents' 20th wedding anniversary, I have a Very Important math test on the 15th, and I can't spend St. Valentine with my girlfriend.

Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own. (If you did it already, nevermind, you don't have to pick AGAIN)

kimmy_dreamer
snopes_faith
karmadownurgun
fiorediloto (always ♥)
empressaurelius
futuresoon
eide_oconrad
thewlisian_afer
euclase
zoedriver

It was hard to pick D: Ilu all guys ♥

I'm sixteen. I've been sixteen from...52 minutes, it seems.
And I love eledh_3 because she called me even if it costs a lot to call from England, because she loves me ♥ *kisses*
And I love snopes_faith because, damn, do you know her? I don't need a reason. She's pure awesomeness and coolness and. Aw.
And I love fiorediloto, too, so much I could cry. In fact I did.

THE WORLD IS AN AWESOME PLACE AND I LOVE PEOPLE AND, AND. JUST. LOVE. LOVE.

[ETA] Oh my god guys. You guys. You just...ROCK. Thanks SO MUCH to roseganymede and schnuffie for the virtual-gifts! I teared up! I am so, so happy.
And SOMEONE ANONYMOUS GAVE ME A SIX-MONTHS PAID ACCOUNT. Which one of you was it? Please tell me so I can kill you with a cuddles, hugs, kisses overload! No, seriously, I'll try not to kill you with the love.

THE WORLD IS EVEN MORE OF AN AWESOME PLACE AND THE LOVE CAN'T STOP BURNING.

[ETA2] karmadownurgun SENT ME ANOTHER AWESOME V-GIFT AND bigfiction WROTE ME H/W FIC. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ YOU GUYS. *LOVES ALL OF YOU*

My personalDNA Report

Yeah. No surprise there, really. Except on the trust. I guess it's 'cause my answers about people's honesty weren't that postivie. The fact I know most people aren't honest about what they say and feel doesn't mean I don't trust them, though. I mean, one always has to try, to find the ones that re honest, right? If you don't trust them anyway, you'll never know for sure.

Working on the Petrelli sketches! You'll see.


(Also, we've got a song. Our song. Isn't that sappy to the point of being ew-worthy and wonderful and did I mention sappy on so many levels? *giggles like a teenager in love* *oh, wait.*)

Bad things happening lately/today:

- Heath Ledger is dead and we all know it. I mourned, I cried, I'm getting over it now. I'm buying Brokeback on DVD tomorrow to cry over it some more and then I'll be fine.

- My Period showed up this morning with their best friend Pain. It's not nice to see you again guys, not at all.

- My mom is promoting her new book, a collection of short stories called "L'idea delle Cose" (The concept of things). Yes, that's good. That's what's not good: we have to cook a dinner for OVER SIXTY PEOPLE AND GOD, I AM A HUMAN BEING, I CAN ONLY WASH SO MANY DISHES BEFORE I GO CRAZY. My dad is cooking all by himself though, so I guess he's in worst conditions than I am.

Good things happening lately/today:

- It's my beloved sister's birthday. She's eleven! She's getting older! She'll be getting a boyfriend in no time, she's so pretty and cute and wants to read slash fiction...*sighs* I don't know what to do with her. I mean, I know what to do: beat the crap out of her future boyfriends, lock her up and forbid her to read fics until she's 25 year old. Yeah.

- eledh_3. *kisses* *with tongue*

- Per le italiane partecipanti al bellissimo, fantastico P0rn Fest: qui scoprite gli ultimi eccitanti aggiornamenti sull'evento. *kisses fiorediloto too* *except without tongue*

- I've made a few sketches! Hey, I really do draw better after midnight.

( Worksafe stuff. )

( ABSOLUTELY NOT-worksafe stuff. )

*hugs you all*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY falanyel_86! *hugglesnuggles* I love you hon. You're the best <3


In other news, I fought with my mom again. Yay. *sighs* Sometimes I'm tired of being a teenager. Do I really HAVE to get angry so fast? Damn. It must be hard to deal with me. But she's not helping!

Also, fiorediloto and eledh_3 are the most awesome persons in the world and they're both aaaaall shiny and mine. Yes, I should focus on that, not on the stupid fights. On that, and on RPing, or Fiore will kill me.

Today is eledh_3's birthday. She's 21.
You messy, damn Dog, I love you more than I can ever tell and more than anybody will probably understand, included you. You can make my life shine or make me cry my eyes out, and we have proof of that.
So be sure to use this power well.

Love ya,
Yours.