I went to pick up my sister. I wore my leather coat again after a long time, because I had just finished the second and last season of Skins, and I felt like it. I wore my cool boots 'cause my All Stars were still wet from going out in the morning to buy groceries.
The first song was angsty, and metal, and it made me think of Jess and Rory, of Sid and Cassie, and then all of a sudden I just smiled and didn't think about any of that anymore. I just thought about Eledh and how much I love her.
I picked Muriel up, mp3 player screaming a song by The Who in our ears. I was eating the apple that Muriel was supposed to eat as a snack and then it started to rain. And then it started to pour. We were running under the rain, me in my leather coat and Muriel with her schoolbag, We won't get fooled again filling up my head, and it was just like a movie.

And I loved it.

To anyone that was doubting the Adrian/Milo pic wasn't real: we have HI-RES pics now, AH!
How happy am I exactly? How can these two make me so happy just by existing? And hugging in ways no straight men ever ever do in front of cameras?

Anyway, here's a huge icon post at erycons, all about the pic, and the boys.

( A tiny bit of RL )

Gotta go now. Back in the afternoon. Love you all <3

Tagged by kimmy_dreamer, not tagging anyone.

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences (in your own journal!).
5. Tag five people.


"Ricorda il numero di targa dell'altra macchina?" gli spiò Montalbano.
"Sì" disse il vigile cavando dalla sacchetta una biro e un blocchetto.
Si appuntò il numero. Montalbano, che a sua volta l'aviva memorizzato, si addunò che era scritto sbagliato.
(La prima indagine di Montalbano - Andrea Camilleri)



Also, I like walking by the street with my TARDIS (that's the name of my MP3 player) slamming songs by The Who in my ears. It's not that pretty though when I have to go to the postal office, and I find myself mouthing "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? AAAAH, TELL ME WHO ARE YOU!" to innocent old people that don't even know WHAT I'm singing (in my head, because I don't really hate people that much), 'cause they don't know a word of english. That's pretty crazy.
But it's just pretty again when no one's around and there are just trees, and wisterias dying, so everything's green and white and pale purple, and it's beautiful, and that's when I don't mind being alone.

And I had a theory about evil birds having meetings about destroying the world on Wednesdays, because EVERY Wednesday I went to pick up Muriel, they were in the little bamboo forest that's on the way to her school, chatting endlessly. It was A LOT of little birds. And every other day, they weren't there! There had to be some killing-mankind plan going on. Instead, this Wednesday, they weren't there! It can only mean they started their plan, or a secret cat organization sent by the government killed them all. I don't know what to think anymore.

My sister (who's 11-year-old, I remind you) started making vids about a month ago - among the seven ones she made already, these two are my favourites, and if you're any familiar with Doctor Who, please watch and leave a comment here, even with concrit, she'll appreciate it.





I must say I'm close to hero-worship.

Also, spuffy_lims spuffy_lims spuffy_lims spuffy_lims spuffy_lims spuffy_lims spuffy_lims!

Sorry for the last f-locked entry, people - I really needed to vent, and thank you all so so much for the support and the hugs. I've talked to my Mum and it's all right, she was just mad. She's so stressed these days, and I just overreacted because I really am, too. We hugged and I cried another bit and it's all right know, at least as right as it can be these days.
But you all being here it's been amazing and it moved me very much. Thank you so, so much. i love you guys. I can't express how much you and your words meant and mean to me. *HUGE HUGE GROUP!HUG*

You're the best. *insert a million hearts here*

First things first: Aw, guys, thanks so much for the support and the compliments in the last entry. You're all awesome and I love you. Biiig hugs to you all.

And: HAPPY BIRTHDAY nakannalee! Hun, you're a star. Your writing got me into RPS, it made my House fandom experience that much better, and made my found you. You are a special, amazing person and even if we haven't talked that much lately I think of you as a friend and I hope we can keep being good friends like this. Much love, dear <3

So, good news! I'll get a new computer by the end of April. Maybe. We'll see. And I got my mum to give me an account on her computer, which is very good! 'Cause now I can check my flist and emails daily.

I'm downloading msn messenger tomorrow, if I can get mum to let me use her account for five minutes - later I'll see if I can download AIM as well. I won't be able to stay online as long as I used to, but at least I'll chat with you guys.

Also, snopes_faith is officially the most lovely human being on the planet ever existed. I got the comics and the letter, hon - the comics made my day (oh god, they SO win, I'll tell you more about it as soon as possible) and the letter almost moved me to tears in the middle of the street - I was reading as I went to pick up Muriel from school.
I'm picking her up almost every day 'cause my parents are hardly home. But that's good, it means they're busy doing stuff to prevent us from living under a bridge or something.

( More RL, cut because I love you )

I sound more depressed than I am at the moment, so don't worry too much about me. I'm making graphics with GIMP and they don't suck that much anymore, I'm vidding some more and results are decent. I almost got to the end of Season 3 of Gilmore Girls, and Jess and Rory break my heart. I'm thinking of getting a new moodtheme with them.

Eledh sent me DVDs with the last episodes of Torchwood (finale today OMG! AND NEW DW TOMORROW DOUBLE OMG), and boy, are Tosh and Owen awesome or what? *loves loves*
I also watched Casanova. David Tennant, marry me. He quickly got to the third position in my 'Celebrities-to-do-list'.


Oh, seriously, guys, I miss you so much. I really do. *hugs tightly*

Quick meme before I go:
List fifteen fictional characters that you would have sex with (in no particular order).

1. Jess Mariano - Gilmore Girls
2. Nathan Petrelli - Heroes
3. The Tenth Doctor - Doctor Who
4. Dawn Summers - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
5. Hank Moody - Californication
6. Richard Thorne III - The Bedford Diaries
7. Wesley Wyndam-Pryce - Angel, the Series
8. James Evan Wilson - House, MD
9. Zoe Washburne - Firefly
10. Peter Petrelli - Heroes
11. Rose Tyler - Doctor Who
12. Owen Harper - Torchwood
13. Jed Perry - Opposite Sex (yes, it's the fourth character interpreted by Milo. SO WHAT?)
14. Tara Maclay - Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
15. Luna Lovegood - Harry Potter


See you soon, guys. *sends her love to all of you*

I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

HAPPINESS MEME
List ten things that recently made you happy, then tag ten people to do the same.

1) eledh_3 being here.
2) Meeting fiorediloto ♥
3) The Tenth Doctor.being the cutest and hottest thing in the universe at the same time
4) My grandpa giving me art supplies
5) Dragging kimmy_dreamer to the Dark Side of RPF
6) Writing silly, fluffy OT4 fics
7) Jess Mariano and his habit to bite his lower lip, because GUH
8) Everything snopes_faith says or does or draws
9) Playing cards with Mom against Dad and Muriel - and WINNING
10) Falling asleep listening to Hey There Delilah.

So, quick report of what happened in these days.

1. ( Presents! )

2. ( The Date )

3. ( The Mom Issue )

4. Fiore is beautiful. AND SHORT, AH! But beautiful. *snuggles her*

5. TV Shows!

( Gilmore Girls, 'til episode 3x08, 'Let the Games Begin' )

( Doctor Who, 'til episode 2x13, 'Doomsday' (!!!♥♥♥!!!) )

6. Aaaand that is all. Tomorrow, back to drawing, and maybe I'll post a RPF fic in italian I finished last week. Good night people, much love ♥

Will tell you all about these days this evening, now I gotta rush to meet fiorediloto. Love you guys.

And, happy birthday Caroline!!! Hope it's a great one, snopes_faith. I love you, you're the best and my favourite person in the world, with Fiore, Eledh and Muriel ♥ I'll count all the ways I love you as soon as I get back. *snuggles*

And I miss eledh_3 like crazy already. I managed not to cry when she left, I don't know how. *sighs*

*huggles all of you randomly*

Bad things happening lately/today:

- Heath Ledger is dead and we all know it. I mourned, I cried, I'm getting over it now. I'm buying Brokeback on DVD tomorrow to cry over it some more and then I'll be fine.

- My Period showed up this morning with their best friend Pain. It's not nice to see you again guys, not at all.

- My mom is promoting her new book, a collection of short stories called "L'idea delle Cose" (The concept of things). Yes, that's good. That's what's not good: we have to cook a dinner for OVER SIXTY PEOPLE AND GOD, I AM A HUMAN BEING, I CAN ONLY WASH SO MANY DISHES BEFORE I GO CRAZY. My dad is cooking all by himself though, so I guess he's in worst conditions than I am.

Good things happening lately/today:

- It's my beloved sister's birthday. She's eleven! She's getting older! She'll be getting a boyfriend in no time, she's so pretty and cute and wants to read slash fiction...*sighs* I don't know what to do with her. I mean, I know what to do: beat the crap out of her future boyfriends, lock her up and forbid her to read fics until she's 25 year old. Yeah.

- eledh_3. *kisses* *with tongue*

- Per le italiane partecipanti al bellissimo, fantastico P0rn Fest: qui scoprite gli ultimi eccitanti aggiornamenti sull'evento. *kisses fiorediloto too* *except without tongue*

- I've made a few sketches! Hey, I really do draw better after midnight.

( Worksafe stuff. )

( ABSOLUTELY NOT-worksafe stuff. )

*hugs you all*

1) So, I think I've got a fever. I just tried to sleep for two hours because my head was killing me, but no such luck. This wasn't the right moment at all. *sighs*

2) I'm writing fanfic. The last time I tried that I was thirteen and something. Wish me luck.

3) Aaaaaaargh headache argh.

4) The Bedford Diaries is very good if you skip all the scenes without Milo. I like his character. I'd say more about it but see point #1 and #3.

5) I just realized this is the last month I'm going to use my RSL calendar. I'm gonna miss it.

6) You all are love. snopes_faith is love <3

7) I'm hardly going to be online tomorrow, so happy birthday scottish_lilly! You were one of the first ones to friend me, in this weird world called lj. Best wishes <3

8) How long can you stay without your fandom!soulmate before getting sick? Less than a week, apparentely.

9) I...have got nothing else to say. Oh, oh, wait! My sister is awesome. That's what I've gotta say. She quoted Little Miss Sunshine last night, editing slightly something Olive's Grandpa said.

"You know how tired I am? I am so frickin' tired that if I saw Adrian Pasdar half-naked right now, I wouldn't react!"

Of course the quote she meant but couldn't say, much more similar to the original, was (she's eleven, and she can't say some stuff. She knows I pinch her when she does):

"You know how tired I am? I am so fuckin' tired that if Adrian Pasdar begged me to fuck me, I couldn't do it! That's how fucking tired I am!"

She's awesome, right? ...Oh God what did I do to her. Poor kid.

10) *sleeps*

DUDE. MY CAT DOESN'T JUST SIT DOWN WHEN YOU TELL HIM TO - THAT'S KINDA NORMAL.

BUT HE SAYS 'MAMMA' WHEN MUM SAYS 'SAY MAMMA'.

MY CAT IS A FREAKING GENIUS. HE TALKS, PEOPLE, HE TALKS.

The awesomeness that is my family strikes again.

That, knowing that someone loves me and RPing as slut!Peter as I wake up is gonna make this day such a good one.