Too much happened to tell it all. Many shiny things happened, many tears, many kisses, many hugs. Lots of presents from the lover and my honey. I'm happy and sad, and missing both my eledh_3 and snopes_faith *kisses one, snuggles the other*.
Catched up on some of my flist, but not all, because WOAH, I was gone a veeery long time. So please, guys, if anything mildly important or funny happened, please tell me about it?

And. AWWWWW, I MISSED YOU! *hugs everyone tightly* Especially fiorediloto (but you know that), and kimmy_dreamer.

In fandom news: I watched the first season of Skins, and I'm in love. I also finished the first and started the second season of Life on Mars, and I'm BEYOND love. John Simm is all you need, because he's loooooove. I also watched the second season of Spaced, which was HILARIOUS (thanks Caroline, sweetheart) and the pilot of Profit (naked Pasdar all the time? Yes please). Just, guh, I'm overwhelmed with the new fandoms. Thoughts to share about these shiny tv shows, guys?

Now I'm off. I have to snuggle some of you on msn and to post a couple of fanarts. Love you!*kisses*

1. I'm a horrible, horrible person. I missed the birthdays of eide_oconrad and 47_trek_47 - I mean, two of the most awesome persons on the world! I HATE MY PC AND MYSELF. So so sorry guys! Happy belated birthday! Hope you had a good one. *huuugs tightly* (Eide, tesora, ho visto Arancia Meccanica recentemente - tanto per darti un indizio sul regalo, che riceverai prossimamente, molto prossivamente, ma giuro riceverai)

2. I'm drawing again! Yay for that! I can't post anything though, 'cause my scanner is broken, and I should use my father's - which is no biggie, but I just don't have the time. There's gonna be a huge art post when I get back, promise.

3. God, I miss you guys. I really do.

4. DOCTOR WHO S4 SOON OMG OMG *bounces* And, I'm re-watching Gilmore Girls, not just the Milo episodes this time around. Oh, Luke, ilu.

5. My life is a mess lately. Nothing new about that, I know. I'm realizing stuff I never wanted to realize, and I'm sort of growing up, but it's not the good kind of growing up. I don't want to grow up. Oh, nevermind, I'm being confusing. There, new pics.

( Ery, a couple of weekends ago. )

There's more probably, but I forget and I don't like my mother's computer one bit. Big hugs, guys, I love you so much it hurts. Fiore, Caroline, especially you two, you know that. I'm going insane without you. If I have a bit of sanity left, it's because of Eledh and her daily calls.

Argh. Buh.

I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

HAPPINESS MEME
List ten things that recently made you happy, then tag ten people to do the same.

1) eledh_3 being here.
2) Meeting fiorediloto ♥
3) The Tenth Doctor.being the cutest and hottest thing in the universe at the same time
4) My grandpa giving me art supplies
5) Dragging kimmy_dreamer to the Dark Side of RPF
6) Writing silly, fluffy OT4 fics
7) Jess Mariano and his habit to bite his lower lip, because GUH
8) Everything snopes_faith says or does or draws
9) Playing cards with Mom against Dad and Muriel - and WINNING
10) Falling asleep listening to Hey There Delilah.

So, quick report of what happened in these days.

1. ( Presents! )

2. ( The Date )

3. ( The Mom Issue )

4. Fiore is beautiful. AND SHORT, AH! But beautiful. *snuggles her*

5. TV Shows!

( Gilmore Girls, 'til episode 3x08, 'Let the Games Begin' )

( Doctor Who, 'til episode 2x13, 'Doomsday' (!!!♥♥♥!!!) )

6. Aaaand that is all. Tomorrow, back to drawing, and maybe I'll post a RPF fic in italian I finished last week. Good night people, much love ♥

Will tell you all about these days this evening, now I gotta rush to meet fiorediloto. Love you guys.

And, happy birthday Caroline!!! Hope it's a great one, snopes_faith. I love you, you're the best and my favourite person in the world, with Fiore, Eledh and Muriel ♥ I'll count all the ways I love you as soon as I get back. *snuggles*

And I miss eledh_3 like crazy already. I managed not to cry when she left, I don't know how. *sighs*

*huggles all of you randomly*

Art time, finally. Yay?

1.
Title: "Oh, c'mon, Adrian, stop it...!"
Fandom: Heroes RPS
Characters/Pairing: Adrian/Milo
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Drawing Milo with short hair is HARD, I tell you. This was quick to draw, I tried to fix Milo's mouth to show the crooked lip better but it was impossible *sighs* Oh well, better luck next time?

( Playful ear biting under the cut )

2.
Title: Not Sharing
Fandom: Heroes
Characters/Pairing: Nathan/Peter/Claire
Rating: PG-13, if you don't count the whole TRIPLE INCEST deal.
Notes: This is half for fiorediloto and half for kimmy_dreamer. Guess which half is whose?xD
( More notes & drawing under the cut: )
3.
Title:
Fandom: Heroes RPF
Characters/Pairing: Milo Ventimiglia
Rating: G
Notes: So, I've been playing around with the watercolors snopes_faith gave me (can never thank you enough, hon), and this is my...second attempt at watercolors ever in life, yeah. The scanner killed the colors and the eyes are waaaaay too huge, but, well, here it is.
( *raised eyebrow* It's Mr. Ventimiglia, for you people. )

Hope you guys liked ♥

P.S.: Zoe mi ha scritto RPF gente. Adrian, Hayden e Milo su una spiaggia. NON C'E' PORN, MA LA AMO COMUNQUE. LEGGETE. E la request l'ho fatta io quindi la fic è tuuuuutta mia *_* Grazie Zoeuccia. GRAZIE.

After only TWENTY-FOUR days from Phase 1 (Go check the link if you missed the post and wonder what YOP is), I finally finished all the drawings.
Back in the House fandom when I did this, it took me ONE DAY. *cries*
I have no reasonable excuse. Hit me.

Also, I left out the last three requests, sorry alizz, iosonosara and roseganymede! I said I'd be flexible, but I ended up with not enough time to finish all the drawings, and I really didn't want to delay the end of the project anymore. I owe you guys fanart, I won't forget!

Anyway, enough talking. Enjoy the drawings people ♥

( 16 Petrelli drawings, all for you. )

Aaaaand that's it. Please leave some kind of feedback people, because I can't begin to tell how much effort I put into this xD

Much love ♥

I'm sixteen. I've been sixteen from...52 minutes, it seems.
And I love eledh_3 because she called me even if it costs a lot to call from England, because she loves me ♥ *kisses*
And I love snopes_faith because, damn, do you know her? I don't need a reason. She's pure awesomeness and coolness and. Aw.
And I love fiorediloto, too, so much I could cry. In fact I did.

THE WORLD IS AN AWESOME PLACE AND I LOVE PEOPLE AND, AND. JUST. LOVE. LOVE.

[ETA] Oh my god guys. You guys. You just...ROCK. Thanks SO MUCH to roseganymede and schnuffie for the virtual-gifts! I teared up! I am so, so happy.
And SOMEONE ANONYMOUS GAVE ME A SIX-MONTHS PAID ACCOUNT. Which one of you was it? Please tell me so I can kill you with a cuddles, hugs, kisses overload! No, seriously, I'll try not to kill you with the love.

THE WORLD IS EVEN MORE OF AN AWESOME PLACE AND THE LOVE CAN'T STOP BURNING.

[ETA2] karmadownurgun SENT ME ANOTHER AWESOME V-GIFT AND bigfiction WROTE ME H/W FIC. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ YOU GUYS. *LOVES ALL OF YOU*

Bad things happening lately/today:

- Heath Ledger is dead and we all know it. I mourned, I cried, I'm getting over it now. I'm buying Brokeback on DVD tomorrow to cry over it some more and then I'll be fine.

- My Period showed up this morning with their best friend Pain. It's not nice to see you again guys, not at all.

- My mom is promoting her new book, a collection of short stories called "L'idea delle Cose" (The concept of things). Yes, that's good. That's what's not good: we have to cook a dinner for OVER SIXTY PEOPLE AND GOD, I AM A HUMAN BEING, I CAN ONLY WASH SO MANY DISHES BEFORE I GO CRAZY. My dad is cooking all by himself though, so I guess he's in worst conditions than I am.

Good things happening lately/today:

- It's my beloved sister's birthday. She's eleven! She's getting older! She'll be getting a boyfriend in no time, she's so pretty and cute and wants to read slash fiction...*sighs* I don't know what to do with her. I mean, I know what to do: beat the crap out of her future boyfriends, lock her up and forbid her to read fics until she's 25 year old. Yeah.

- eledh_3. *kisses* *with tongue*

- Per le italiane partecipanti al bellissimo, fantastico P0rn Fest: qui scoprite gli ultimi eccitanti aggiornamenti sull'evento. *kisses fiorediloto too* *except without tongue*

- I've made a few sketches! Hey, I really do draw better after midnight.

( Worksafe stuff. )

( ABSOLUTELY NOT-worksafe stuff. )

*hugs you all*

Sorry, guys. Italian only!*snuggles you all*

Gente, vi ricordate che il 23 dicembre era l'anniversario mio e di Fiore? Ecco, per festeggiare abbiamo fatto una giocata completamente gratuita e self-indulgent, piena di tutte le nostre kink, a partire dall'underage (perchè, duh) e a finire con - va be', se ve lo dico, poi non leggete. Quindi, su, leggete i festeggiamenti del 23 dicembre 1997. Lasciate tanto feedback, perchè ne abbiamo tanto bisogno <3

Con tanto amore,
Ery

p.s. snopes_faith is more awesome than you. /random. Oh, and so is Milo. Just sayin'.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY falanyel_86! *hugglesnuggles* I love you hon. You're the best <3


In other news, I fought with my mom again. Yay. *sighs* Sometimes I'm tired of being a teenager. Do I really HAVE to get angry so fast? Damn. It must be hard to deal with me. But she's not helping!

Also, fiorediloto and eledh_3 are the most awesome persons in the world and they're both aaaaall shiny and mine. Yes, I should focus on that, not on the stupid fights. On that, and on RPing, or Fiore will kill me.

. It's officially my first day of Holiday.

BUT that's not why today's special.

. New skin graphic up at Wtb? - Heroes Italian Forum, and I made it, and it's cool.

BUT that's not why today's special.

. I met Marty, aka five_years_gone's Matt Parkman, yay! She's the sweetest girl and sings SO well. (I teared up when she sang a love song. Yes, I'm a sap.)

BUT that's not why today's special.

. It's PETER PETRELLI'S BIRTHDAY! I'm very happy to know when one of my favourite characters' birthday is. Now, if only we knew when Nathan's birthday is...
Anyway, he turns 28. Yay Pete! My sweet still-emo-even-without-emo-bangs sponge.

BUT that's not why today's special.

. One year ago, Fiore and I made a declaration.
That means this is our first year together as fandom!soulmates and codependent slaves/masters, as proved by dozens of drawings and fics and months of RP-ing.
We got into the House fandom at the same time - reading the same fic, even.
We had a brief, intense crush on the Little Miss Sunshine fandom together. I supported her trough fandoms I left a long time ago, like Death Note (while I fell for the Jossverse. She didn't go there, but that's stuff between me and eledh_3, it's okay). And of course we found true happiness again with Nathan and Peter! *wipes a happy tear*
I can't stop shouting to the world how much she means to me and how awesome she is. You should all worship her - but don't get too close, she's mine, 'kay?
One year together. YAY US. Now we're going to celebrate in our own way. Our gifts will be late, but, for now:



[ETA] OTP meme! Aha, as if I don't know the likely results of this already.

Sorry for spamming you guys! Just wanted to say: I LOVE YOU. I REALLY REALLY DO.

. I just found a name for the piggy peluche schnuffie sent me. It's Peter. He's going to sleep next to me in my bed, because no, I'm not too big to sleep with peluches. I'm not doing this so I get to say 'I sleep with Peter', really! fiorediloto knows why.

. snopes_faith IS MADE OF SO MUCH AWESOME. I mean the Pasdar kind of awesome, and we all know that's the best kind. I just got your card, hon. I...don't know what to say, really. I'm just so moved and happy. You shouldn't have. *hugs* I love you!

. RPing is bad for my brain. It just broke. Is it winter? Because I'm feeling really uh, warm.

1. I'VE GOT HEROES S1 IN DVD. YES. It's so...shiny and new and...shiny *g*

2. I've rented The Godfather II! YES! And of course I did it just because of fiorediloto. She wrote the most amazing crossover: The Godfather/Heroes. PETRELLIS, YAY. You should all read it right now. Seriously, go read it.

3. Californication it's the most obscene and awesome TV Show ever.

4. Life is good.

darkpetrellisdarkpetrellisdarkpetrellis

BECAUSE YES.

Also, my (Stupid. Lovely. Damn. Etc.) Dog is still alive. Things are still a mess. But I'm hopeful it's gonna be alright, 'cause I want it to. It's who I am. I hope. It's what I do.

( Picture of me and the Dog, when she was in Rome in with me and heeeeey did I say I miss you like crazy? Only like a thousand times. )

Also, italian people, my own personal Nathan (that you can't have, oh no. Mine.) posted a new fic on her journal. Go read. fiorediloto, you know her. (The new header is also by me. I know you noticed it, I read the comments on her lj, ehe. You can never go wrong with a Pasdar Header. Never.)

And, uh...that's it. I'm quite tired and confused. But things are going to be fine.

[ETA] WGA supporters, read here.

You're the _____ to my ______ meme.

I expect at least fiorediloto to do it. As if it'd be difficult for her to come up with something, uhu? Speaking of her, ITALIANIIIH! *stile Bonolis in Ciao Darwin* Correte a leggere la sua nuova fic di cui ho fatto lo stupendo banner e sì, me lo dico da sola, grazie, grazie. E' Nathan/Peter, è underage, e Slut!Peter ruleggia. Tanto vi basti.

Also.

1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely shag.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. ADD THREE OF YOUR OWN AT THE END.
7. Just because, I underlined the ones I really WILL shag, one day, dammit!

( Because yes, yes, I'm a fangirl. )

The Lousy:
( Cut for rant about my lack of brain. )
See, that's why I never ever go out. It's difficult, I don't know how it works. Remind me not to go out ever again, ever.
Except if Fiore, Eledh, Adrian and/or Milo are involved, I'll go out then.

The Awesome: I GOT MY VOTE PETRELLI POSTER. IT'S FRICKIN' HUGE. Now I got Nathan smiling over my head when I go to sleep. It might sound creepy, but it's plain awesome.
Also, I didn't go to school today, and that was yay-worthy. And I'm still squeeing over the episode, yes, I am.

The Random: I should keep fiorediloto locked down, so you'll never see how awesome she is. And she'll never go out, she'll just write all day. Because I can never get enough slut!underage!Peter.

So...you know how Adrian is made of awesome, therefore is divine, therefore is GOD, right? And you know how Milo is totally gorgeous and made of awesome too, but not quite as much as Adrian is?
And you know how it's BAD to chat with fiorediloto and eledh_3 (oh, btw, I gotta stop missing you. I have a life, okay? Or...maybe I don't. Whatever.), especially before going to sleep? Because BAD DREAMS and BAD IDEAS will happen.

This is one of those ideas.

NWSF. Also, sorry, Michelangelo.

( And The Lord Adrian formed Milo from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and Milo became a living being. )

Yes. I have no shame. Should I cross-post this to every community in the world, because it's too crazy not to share, Y/N?

I'M NOT EVEN CUTTING BECAUSE THERE AREN'T SPOILER. IT'S JUST CAPSLOCK.
SHOW, NEVER CHANGE. I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE THE MOST AWESOME THING EVER.
IS IT NEXT WEEK YET? NO SRSLY.

Also, I cried.

And Eledh is here <3 And I love Fiore. Me = happy girl.