I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

FIREFLY FUCKING ROCKS. NO, SERIOUSLY.

RTD - awesome, Doctor Who makes me cry like no other show and The Doctor is the best lead character ever. Tim Kring - he created my boys, how can I not love him? I mean, MY BOYS.

But there's them - and then there's Joss. Joss is another thing entirely. JOSS IS BOSS. JOSS IS GOD. JOSS IS JOSS ♥♥♥

And a meme:

Name one of my fandoms, and I'll tell you, if I knew those fictional characters in real life...

1. Who would I want to date, if I could make life work out just the way I wanted it to?
2. Who would I actually end up dating?
3. Who would I have a massive, inadvisable crush on that never came to anything?
4. Who would I have a massive, reasonable crush on that never came to anything?
5.Who would I bicker with for weeks, months, years...until I ended uptrapped in an elevator/locked in a walk in refrigerator/stranded on abarren moon together, and then I'd fall hard?
6. Who would I do my damndest not to fall for?
7. Who would I probably only be able to be friends with, even if all things considered s/he is perfect for me?

So, I catched up with all the episodes! Go me!

( Brief thoughts on Jack/Ianto and more Owen-related squee )

And that's it. Now, it's Firefly</i> time! OMGYAYJOSSVERSE *DEAD*

So, eledh_3 is here! FANTASTIC! ♥♥♥ She brought presents and TV Shows, and a guitar. All we need really.

She's having guitar fun times with my sister, and making her do all her homeworks. She's also getting us to do house chores. I kinda hate her sometimes, but she makes up for the boring stuff with much nicer, funnier stuff. Before I get TMI-ish, here's the list of the TV Shows and the episodes I've seen so far:

- Firefly (1x01-1x02)
- Dr. Who (1x01-1x10)
- Torchwood (1x01)
- Gilmore Girls (0)

So, the pilot of Firefly? Is. The most. Amazing. Pilot. EVER. OH MY GOD. "MINE IS AN EVIL LAUGH!"!!!! YOU GUYS! THIS SHOW! NGGGH! Watching Serenity again after watching all the episodes is going to be much much better, mhmm. Also, the way this show is shot, my god, it's just. I mean. I have no words. I want to make ICONS ICONS ICONS. And that's good, 'cause tomorrow I'm getting the frickin' new RAM, YAY, so Photoshop will finally work properly again, hopefully.

Dr. Who is so...cheesy. AND AWESOME. And cheesy. To the point of being ridiculous really, but I love it xD It's like Buffy, but...MORE CHEESY. And with less cool lights. But the crying is pretty much the same, here's the list of the Moments that Made me Cry so Far:

( Spoilers for the first ten episodes of Dr Who, cutting just in case )

And that's it - SO FAR. I met Captain Jack Harkness and he's such a SLUT, I want to see him, Peter Petrelli, Spike and Adrian Pasdar stuck in a room together. (I was writing "with me, possibly" but Eledh is right here and she won't let me write it down. Booooh.) They can found the Slut Club and be slutty together! I would watch that show, lemme tell ya.

Also, the pilot for Torchwood - god, it's EVEN MORE CHEESY THAN DR. WHO. It's...rather amusing xD The acting sometimes is so bad it makes me cringe. But, uhm, Jack is slutty and Owen is funny and Ianto is pretty. So I guess I'll watch it at the same time as Dr Who after I'm done with the first season (but, oh, Cristopher, don't wanna see you go. Please stay. Or - can Claude be back on Heroes? Because really. And shut up, Caroline, Fiore. I want him! But...don't keep the Pasdar to yourself to make me pay for loving him please. Please, I need the Pasdar).

Aaaand that's it. That said, I'm not leaving the Petrelli boys so DON'T PANIC. Eledh's very sad about this, but there's nothing she can do to let me go of them. And I say NOTHING. *clings to the brothers* English might be the coolest, but my italian boys are just... my italian boys.

See you soon, guys.

P.S. I forgot to say I finished Californication. Yes, I managed to cry with that show too, I'm predictable, there's no hope, yadda yadda, I know. And can it be Season Two time now? Thanks.

P.P.S. I love you all ♥

P.P.P.S. Caroline, I didn't find you D: I wanted to say hi. I love you more than the others, present dogs behind my back and some random flowers wandering far from their computers excluded. *hugs tightly* ♥♥♥

P.P.P.P.S. How much do I like to type '♥', anyway? ♥♥♥♥♥♥ *bounces up and down happily* Eeeeeeh.

P.P.P.P.P.S. These post-scriptum are getting too many, I know. And there's a grammar mistake there but I can't bring myself to check. Anyway, Eledh reminded me that from today we're officially together. Yeah, because she's a big sap and had to have an official "Do you want to be with me" kind of thing, like in shows and movies and...that stuff. Oh, God xD Not that I mind ♥ So, yeah. 02/03/08, yay! (As if we weren't together in some weird way or another from June, yeah. I don't get how her dog-brain works, really).