I went to pick up my sister. I wore my leather coat again after a long time, because I had just finished the second and last season of Skins, and I felt like it. I wore my cool boots 'cause my All Stars were still wet from going out in the morning to buy groceries.
The first song was angsty, and metal, and it made me think of Jess and Rory, of Sid and Cassie, and then all of a sudden I just smiled and didn't think about any of that anymore. I just thought about Eledh and how much I love her.
I picked Muriel up, mp3 player screaming a song by The Who in our ears. I was eating the apple that Muriel was supposed to eat as a snack and then it started to rain. And then it started to pour. We were running under the rain, me in my leather coat and Muriel with her schoolbag, We won't get fooled again filling up my head, and it was just like a movie.

And I loved it.

Too much happened to tell it all. Many shiny things happened, many tears, many kisses, many hugs. Lots of presents from the lover and my honey. I'm happy and sad, and missing both my eledh_3 and snopes_faith *kisses one, snuggles the other*.
Catched up on some of my flist, but not all, because WOAH, I was gone a veeery long time. So please, guys, if anything mildly important or funny happened, please tell me about it?

And. AWWWWW, I MISSED YOU! *hugs everyone tightly* Especially fiorediloto (but you know that), and kimmy_dreamer.

In fandom news: I watched the first season of Skins, and I'm in love. I also finished the first and started the second season of Life on Mars, and I'm BEYOND love. John Simm is all you need, because he's loooooove. I also watched the second season of Spaced, which was HILARIOUS (thanks Caroline, sweetheart) and the pilot of Profit (naked Pasdar all the time? Yes please). Just, guh, I'm overwhelmed with the new fandoms. Thoughts to share about these shiny tv shows, guys?

Now I'm off. I have to snuggle some of you on msn and to post a couple of fanarts. Love you!*kisses*

Because I have a girlfriend here, 'til the 6th or 7th of May, or so. Aha! See ya, guys, I'll miss you. *glomps eledh_3

Buh-bye!

You know you miss your girlfriend too much when, despite having hated cigarettes your whole life, you smell smoke while walking down the street and it smells good 'cause that's what the air always smells like when she's around.

About to post an RPF fic in italian. Stay tuned.

To anyone that was doubting the Adrian/Milo pic wasn't real: we have HI-RES pics now, AH!
How happy am I exactly? How can these two make me so happy just by existing? And hugging in ways no straight men ever ever do in front of cameras?

Anyway, here's a huge icon post at erycons, all about the pic, and the boys.

( A tiny bit of RL )

Gotta go now. Back in the afternoon. Love you all <3

Tagged by kimmy_dreamer, not tagging anyone.

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences (in your own journal!).
5. Tag five people.


"Ricorda il numero di targa dell'altra macchina?" gli spiò Montalbano.
"Sì" disse il vigile cavando dalla sacchetta una biro e un blocchetto.
Si appuntò il numero. Montalbano, che a sua volta l'aviva memorizzato, si addunò che era scritto sbagliato.
(La prima indagine di Montalbano - Andrea Camilleri)



Also, I like walking by the street with my TARDIS (that's the name of my MP3 player) slamming songs by The Who in my ears. It's not that pretty though when I have to go to the postal office, and I find myself mouthing "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? AAAAH, TELL ME WHO ARE YOU!" to innocent old people that don't even know WHAT I'm singing (in my head, because I don't really hate people that much), 'cause they don't know a word of english. That's pretty crazy.
But it's just pretty again when no one's around and there are just trees, and wisterias dying, so everything's green and white and pale purple, and it's beautiful, and that's when I don't mind being alone.

And I had a theory about evil birds having meetings about destroying the world on Wednesdays, because EVERY Wednesday I went to pick up Muriel, they were in the little bamboo forest that's on the way to her school, chatting endlessly. It was A LOT of little birds. And every other day, they weren't there! There had to be some killing-mankind plan going on. Instead, this Wednesday, they weren't there! It can only mean they started their plan, or a secret cat organization sent by the government killed them all. I don't know what to think anymore.

Guys, thanks so much for the support yesterday! I'm much better now. I kept crying for the smallest of things for the whole day, but this morning I'm much, MUCH better.

1. Because of you *hugs and loves you all* Aw.

2. Because of Milo being gorgeous and sexy and wet in this photoshoot.

3. Because of hilarious Doctor/Master fics by shaggydogstail.

4. Because of sanzina89 making the icon I'm using right now by my request. EEEEH.

5. Because of the new, AWESOME House spoilers.

6. Because this morning College students attending Mum's theatre laboratory thing came here, and one of them was named PETRELLI. So I can say I HUGGED A PETRELLI. HOW AWESOME IS THAT? (And how pathetic am I?)

7. Because of the fic chibi_saru11 wrote using my prompt.

8. And, did I mention you and how awesome you lot are? Because you are. Aw.

*spreads love*

P.S. This afternoon I'm probably going to make an icon post, look out for that.

( Brief crazy venting )

I still love you all guys. Sorry to everyone that has to put up with me. I'm watching the new episode of Doctor Who with subs now, let's hope David Tennant will cheer me up now. Big hugs to everyone, especially my fellow italians. We'll get through this.

Sorry for the last f-locked entry, people - I really needed to vent, and thank you all so so much for the support and the hugs. I've talked to my Mum and it's all right, she was just mad. She's so stressed these days, and I just overreacted because I really am, too. We hugged and I cried another bit and it's all right know, at least as right as it can be these days.
But you all being here it's been amazing and it moved me very much. Thank you so, so much. i love you guys. I can't express how much you and your words meant and mean to me. *HUGE HUGE GROUP!HUG*

You're the best. *insert a million hearts here*

1. I'm a horrible, horrible person. I missed the birthdays of eide_oconrad and 47_trek_47 - I mean, two of the most awesome persons on the world! I HATE MY PC AND MYSELF. So so sorry guys! Happy belated birthday! Hope you had a good one. *huuugs tightly* (Eide, tesora, ho visto Arancia Meccanica recentemente - tanto per darti un indizio sul regalo, che riceverai prossimamente, molto prossivamente, ma giuro riceverai)

2. I'm drawing again! Yay for that! I can't post anything though, 'cause my scanner is broken, and I should use my father's - which is no biggie, but I just don't have the time. There's gonna be a huge art post when I get back, promise.

3. God, I miss you guys. I really do.

4. DOCTOR WHO S4 SOON OMG OMG *bounces* And, I'm re-watching Gilmore Girls, not just the Milo episodes this time around. Oh, Luke, ilu.

5. My life is a mess lately. Nothing new about that, I know. I'm realizing stuff I never wanted to realize, and I'm sort of growing up, but it's not the good kind of growing up. I don't want to grow up. Oh, nevermind, I'm being confusing. There, new pics.

( Ery, a couple of weekends ago. )

There's more probably, but I forget and I don't like my mother's computer one bit. Big hugs, guys, I love you so much it hurts. Fiore, Caroline, especially you two, you know that. I'm going insane without you. If I have a bit of sanity left, it's because of Eledh and her daily calls.

Argh. Buh.

I'M ALIVE, PEOPLE, I'M ALIVE.

My internet broke. No idea how to fix it. Using my mom's pc right now. Not dead, but slowly dying without you guys and fics and MSN and...*cries*

I hope I can figure out how to fix it soon. I'm desperate. I miss you all. Especially snopes_faith, fiorediloto, eledh_3 and kimmy_dreamer, and the Sleepover girls, and all of you really. These days have been so depressing.

AND I MISSED eowie'S BIRTHDAY. So, so sorry girl. Happy belated birthday, aw *HUGS TIGHT*

Fortunately, I did not miss hry2007's. Happy birthday, dear, hope it was a good one, and that things are going better for you. *hugs*

Things that happened or did not happen these days:

- I found out I might be slightly shortsighted. It was shocking news. Do I have to wear glasses? I hope not. I do not look good with glasses, despite my glasses!kink.

- I visited a lot of relatives and have been bored to death, but at the same time I remembered how much I love some of them. Also, told my cousin everything about Mom finding out about me and Eledh. It's always fun, catching up with her about our love lifes. It's pretty much how close I can get to talking about normal teenage stuff with another teenager. Actually, it's about how close I can get to talking with another teenager, period.

- I did not draw or study or write, because the lack of internet makes me depressed and I can't so ANYTHING while I'm depressed, except not doing any of that makes me even MORE depressed.

- Photoshop, apparentely, does NOT work - it looked like it did, except it DIDN'T. What does work instead, is Windows Movie Maker. Except I only have Doctor Who and Torchwood clips, because Eledh accidentally deleted the Heroes ones while she was here. So me and my sister are spending most of our day making vids about the Doctor. It's actually kinda fun.

- Muriel took pictures of me! Recent pictures, yay.

- And that's pretty much it.

...God, I miss you guys. Seriously, I didn't remember life without the internet being so so bad. Argh.
Checking my f-list now. Update me on the most important stuff - or even the silly stuff really - in this post, in case I missed anything. Like, I don't know, one of you getting married or moving to Canada or new pictures of Milo appearing on the web. Something.

So, you might be about to lose your house, your parents are more stressed than you've ever seen them because you have tons of debts. All your friends, your girlfriend, live far away, and you have to study three years of subjects you've never studied before in six months and you can't screw up the test because you can't afford to screw up anymore, but.

But then you go out to pick up your sister, and the sun is going to set in two hours so there's this orange glow all around, and you listen to your song, and it makes you feel so beautiful. You have to bite your lip to keep yourself from grinning like mad, and then you give up doing that because it's too hard, and you smile so wide you even feel your eyes wet a little. And you just feel it, that - it's worth it. It's all worth it. Always worth it.

Damn, life is beautiful, and I'm going to stop being silly now, but it just is.

/random Ery crazyness.

( Doctor Who/Torchwood fangirly talk under the cut [Spoilers for all of DW S3 and Torchwood 'til episode 1x08] )
/fangirly talk.

Now, for the stuff you actually CARE about (or maybe you don't):

Title: None
Fandom: Heroes
Characters/Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Rating: PG-13
Notes: This is for snopes_faith ♥ I tried to be a bit more realistic than usual this time. Nathan looks oddly young, so fiorediloto suggested it could be 'cause Peter is just moving out of the Petrelli Mansion and into college, so it's 30!Nathan. Niiice, I like that interpretation.

( Incestuous almost-kissing under the cut. )

And that's all for today guys. Big hugs, love you all ♥

HAPPINESS MEME
List ten things that recently made you happy, then tag ten people to do the same.

1) eledh_3 being here.
2) Meeting fiorediloto ♥
3) The Tenth Doctor.being the cutest and hottest thing in the universe at the same time
4) My grandpa giving me art supplies
5) Dragging kimmy_dreamer to the Dark Side of RPF
6) Writing silly, fluffy OT4 fics
7) Jess Mariano and his habit to bite his lower lip, because GUH
8) Everything snopes_faith says or does or draws
9) Playing cards with Mom against Dad and Muriel - and WINNING
10) Falling asleep listening to Hey There Delilah.

Will tell you all about these days this evening, now I gotta rush to meet fiorediloto. Love you guys.

And, happy birthday Caroline!!! Hope it's a great one, snopes_faith. I love you, you're the best and my favourite person in the world, with Fiore, Eledh and Muriel ♥ I'll count all the ways I love you as soon as I get back. *snuggles*

And I miss eledh_3 like crazy already. I managed not to cry when she left, I don't know how. *sighs*

*huggles all of you randomly*

So, eledh_3 is here! FANTASTIC! ♥♥♥ She brought presents and TV Shows, and a guitar. All we need really.

She's having guitar fun times with my sister, and making her do all her homeworks. She's also getting us to do house chores. I kinda hate her sometimes, but she makes up for the boring stuff with much nicer, funnier stuff. Before I get TMI-ish, here's the list of the TV Shows and the episodes I've seen so far:

- Firefly (1x01-1x02)
- Dr. Who (1x01-1x10)
- Torchwood (1x01)
- Gilmore Girls (0)

So, the pilot of Firefly? Is. The most. Amazing. Pilot. EVER. OH MY GOD. "MINE IS AN EVIL LAUGH!"!!!! YOU GUYS! THIS SHOW! NGGGH! Watching Serenity again after watching all the episodes is going to be much much better, mhmm. Also, the way this show is shot, my god, it's just. I mean. I have no words. I want to make ICONS ICONS ICONS. And that's good, 'cause tomorrow I'm getting the frickin' new RAM, YAY, so Photoshop will finally work properly again, hopefully.

Dr. Who is so...cheesy. AND AWESOME. And cheesy. To the point of being ridiculous really, but I love it xD It's like Buffy, but...MORE CHEESY. And with less cool lights. But the crying is pretty much the same, here's the list of the Moments that Made me Cry so Far:

( Spoilers for the first ten episodes of Dr Who, cutting just in case )

And that's it - SO FAR. I met Captain Jack Harkness and he's such a SLUT, I want to see him, Peter Petrelli, Spike and Adrian Pasdar stuck in a room together. (I was writing "with me, possibly" but Eledh is right here and she won't let me write it down. Booooh.) They can found the Slut Club and be slutty together! I would watch that show, lemme tell ya.

Also, the pilot for Torchwood - god, it's EVEN MORE CHEESY THAN DR. WHO. It's...rather amusing xD The acting sometimes is so bad it makes me cringe. But, uhm, Jack is slutty and Owen is funny and Ianto is pretty. So I guess I'll watch it at the same time as Dr Who after I'm done with the first season (but, oh, Cristopher, don't wanna see you go. Please stay. Or - can Claude be back on Heroes? Because really. And shut up, Caroline, Fiore. I want him! But...don't keep the Pasdar to yourself to make me pay for loving him please. Please, I need the Pasdar).

Aaaand that's it. That said, I'm not leaving the Petrelli boys so DON'T PANIC. Eledh's very sad about this, but there's nothing she can do to let me go of them. And I say NOTHING. *clings to the brothers* English might be the coolest, but my italian boys are just... my italian boys.

See you soon, guys.

P.S. I forgot to say I finished Californication. Yes, I managed to cry with that show too, I'm predictable, there's no hope, yadda yadda, I know. And can it be Season Two time now? Thanks.

P.P.S. I love you all ♥

P.P.P.S. Caroline, I didn't find you D: I wanted to say hi. I love you more than the others, present dogs behind my back and some random flowers wandering far from their computers excluded. *hugs tightly* ♥♥♥

P.P.P.P.S. How much do I like to type '♥', anyway? ♥♥♥♥♥♥ *bounces up and down happily* Eeeeeeh.

P.P.P.P.P.S. These post-scriptum are getting too many, I know. And there's a grammar mistake there but I can't bring myself to check. Anyway, Eledh reminded me that from today we're officially together. Yeah, because she's a big sap and had to have an official "Do you want to be with me" kind of thing, like in shows and movies and...that stuff. Oh, God xD Not that I mind ♥ So, yeah. 02/03/08, yay! (As if we weren't together in some weird way or another from June, yeah. I don't get how her dog-brain works, really).

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM! Ho già detto in giro per forum e msn quanto ti adoro e quanto mi auguro che tu abbia passato un compleanno spaventosamente bello, ma mi ripeto perchè sì u.u *hugs tightly* Sei una forza e sei l'unica ossessionata dall'RPF/RPS quanto me xD E sei fantastica e adorabile e gwah. Ricordatelo sempre.

Your present will arrive - eventually.

La macchina del capoooh *canticchia*

2. Handwriting Meme! euclase tagged me, aw.

1. Your name and username.
2. Left-handed or right-handed?
3. Favorite letters to write?
4. Least favorite letters to write?
5. Write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6. Tag 5 people.



3. Characters, questions, do not read the questions before picking the characters, yadda yadda. Snagged from karaokegal

1. Angela Petrelli (Heroes)
2. Nathan Petrelli (Heroes)
3. Peter Petrelli (Heroes)
4. Hayden Panettiere (Heroes RPF)
5. Anya (Buffy)
6. Milo Ventimiglia (Heroes RPF)
7. James Wilson (House MD)
8. Wesley Wyndam-Pryce (Angel)
9. Adrian Pasdar (Heroes RPF)
10. Jack Coleman (Heroes RPF)
11. Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter)
12. Noah Bennet (Heroes)

( I made this at 1 am, so I take no responsability for the answers I gave. )

4. I got an ID ♥ I OFFICIALLY EXIST.

The Italian P0rn Fest is officially over. *tears of happiness*
After 104 fics, I suddenly crave ENGLISH GEN. Weird, uhu?

Anyway. I won stuff!



I find it ironic that I won with a het fic, considering I haven't been writing het since I was 12 and the Haylo ficlet was a challenge with myself. And I would've never wrote it if I knew that THE DAY AFTER I posted it, Hayden and Milo would officially declare they're dating.
Anyway, I won. That's good. And it's FINISHED. No more updating masterlists and counting votes, nothing. AAAH, FREEDOM. YOU TASTE GOOD.

I'm posting the english translation of the Haylo ficlet this afternoon, meanwhile, I pimp my own stuff: Petrelli fanarts, Adrian/Milo ficlet.

I feel weird today. Yesterday I finished too many projects. I feel a bit...empty. Except, wait, there's RPing to do - yay! *wanders off to RP*

So, lj works. YAY.
*anf*

Things to do: finish the Petrelli drawings, do my turn in two RP sessions. Sounds easier than it's gonna be.

[ETA] Italiani, VOTATE.

[ETA2] heroes_rumbleheroes_rumbleheroes_rumbleheroes_rumbleheroes_rumbleheroes_rumble
Because. I said so.

Random pieces of bad and good news: today's my parents' 20th wedding anniversary, I have a Very Important math test on the 15th, and I can't spend St. Valentine with my girlfriend.

Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own. (If you did it already, nevermind, you don't have to pick AGAIN)

kimmy_dreamer
snopes_faith
karmadownurgun
fiorediloto (always ♥)
empressaurelius
futuresoon
eide_oconrad
thewlisian_afer
euclase
zoedriver

It was hard to pick D: Ilu all guys ♥